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Ok, its making me mad, so I'll have to tell you what I said tomorrow night. Dang it. >:(

Random!

Hey guysss! Sorry I haven't been that great at posting stuff, but I've been real busy. Right now, I'm not even home. I 'm at one of my bestest friends houses, Helen! So, I'm not going to be doing a real "blog"tonight, but I'm going to throw around a few ideas and whoever sees this, tell me witch one you think I should write on next: Music; my likes and dislikes, Pop culture, TV, or Books. And before I go back to....... duh nuh duhhhhh.... school, I will post a blog on

What I feel was the longest day of my life.

As you may have noticed, I am quite prone to going to bed quite late (4ish) and waking quite late (1ish). Well, this morning I awoke at 8 o'clock. I went to church, out to eat, to my Grandma's, and was home before 12:30. My house gets pretty friggin boring, so I set off in search of something to do. I found my self at my aunt and uncle's house. I was soon roped into weed pulling, of course I got paid, 20 bucks. That lasted for what seemed like an eternity. After that ordeal, I was nice and sweaty, not mention dirty and soaked, by my younger cousins. Came home showered, and was bored again. So off I went to my Grandma's again. I spent a while there (like 2 hours) before returning to my house. (Then of course the moments when I had absolutely nothing today dragged out because I had some heavy stuff weighing on my mind: drama.) Then, I decided to go to my other aunt's house (Martha) to wait on her to get home. Trey was there and Billy. Martha got home then soon JJ followed. Now, here's the thing, and I hate to have to say this, but Billy has some awful gas. Well I was sitting on the couch when he let one go and my automatic reflex was to jump up and run for air freshener. When I did, I had to go down a hallway connected to the living room by a door frame. Well, in the midst of running and laughing, I knocked my foot really good on the door frame. And of course everyone heard it and we all laughed for at least ten minutes. JJ even fell out her chair. I then topped my LONG day with some Burger King and came home, where I now sit bored and wide awake at 2:34 in the morning. :)

Cleaning & The Beach!

Look at that, OMG! Makes me think about Hoarders! But here's the thing, I don't want to keep any of it!

Boy am I tired, but I'm going to keep up with posting at least one blog everyday. So, today I have been cleaning out my pig pen of a room. And let me tell you, I cannot begin to tell you how I have accumulated so much "junk". The main purpose of me cleaning my room is so I can get under my bed and on the side were I have a tendency to just throw stuff. And I'm doing all this so I can go to the beach with my aunt. (We have a small beach house in Garden City.) Once I get my room clean. let me tell you, it will never get like this again. And I'm investing in a good trash can too! Goodwill, here I come! LOOK OUT! And for the next 5 days, I will not be posting a blog because I will be at the beach! So have a great next couple of days anyone who reads this!

A Very Sweet Lady

I couldn't sleep, so I felt like doing some blogging. Tonight I was talking with someone whose family member I stay with often. Quite recently that person, that I stay with & who I will not name, lost a child. (Note :The child was an older person, not younger.) The person I was talking with was saying how they were on a vacation. I asked if the person I stayed with went with them. They said no, the person did not come because they could not bear the thought of going without the child. After I finished talking with that person, I began to think about the one I stay with. She (The person I stay with.) is a very sweet lady who I have grown close to over this last year. Her family is very nice to me and my family and we often swap stories around. (& food!!!) I just wish there was something I could do to help her. I know this year has been hard for her, exspecially on holidays, and I have watched her hurt not knowing what to say. The one I was talking to earlier suggested I give her a call to lift her spirits some, but I'm a little aprehensive. Ever since her child passed, I have worried about her like she is my on Grandmother. I just want know what I can do to help her, what to say if I have to. I hate not knowing what to do or not doing what you want to in these situations.

Look Up Lodge 2010! :)

During the week of June 13-18, I attended a Christian church camp called Look Up Lodge. And let me tell you, it was a life changing experience. I fell into the daily routine of waking up early for our scheduled breakfast, that awful climb to chapel, which was up a giant hill in the mountains of SC, back down, activities, free time, supper, chapel again, and so on. Our speaker was Greg Boone, owner of LUL at this moment, and he was amazing, as always. I had been moved a little last year, but enough to say I had truly heard God. Well this year, the first couple of days I felt absolutely NOTHING. My God radar was flattttt. By Wednesday night, I was feeling a little something. And then they played this song, which they played last year too, called, Lead Me to the Cross, which began to move me in a small way. They also played a few from the last year too, like Open the Floodgates of Heaven, Jesus Paid it All, Mighty to Save, How Great is our God, and a few others, and I recommend looking them up on YouTube! The next day and night I waited to hear those songs again, waiting on something to move me. I didn't hear them. By Thursday afternoon's chapel I thought I wasn't going to hear them again. Thursday evening we were told to wear old clothes and closed toes shoes to chapel for our special end of the week event that night. When we got to chapel, everyone expected to hear a whole lot of talking, but Greg said two or 3 words, and walked off the stage. Then the band came out and began to play. That night was AMAZING! They played the song and I was moved to the point of tears, and I hadn't cried since right before I got out of school. I can also say that he moved so many people in that place that it was just awesome being in that chapel! After chapel we went hiking up a mountain in the dark, when it was wet, as a repersentation of a point they were showing us. But it was all worth it by the time we got to the top of that mountain. I have never so sad as when we had to leave LUL this year. I can't wait for next year! :) "My God's not dead, He's surely alive and he's living on the inside roaring like a lion!"

first real "blog"!!! :)

Over the last couple of weeks, I have become interested in things from my childhood, even though I am only 14. I dearly miss being younger and running around not worrying about what other people think about you. I have begun to watch shows like Gargoyles and Touched by an Angel, which both aired during the 90's and early 00's. I miss playing with my many Barbie's and Light Bright's. Ohhh what I would give to be 5 again; kindergarten, wearing what you wanted to and not caring, and the best tv shows ever. I can't tell you how much I even begin to hate these new shows like I-Carly or Sponge Bob. Not to mention the musical world's biggest hit right now, Justin Beiber, what in the world happened to the annoying Spice Girls hit Wannabe. But thats enough dissing for right now, back to my childhood. I remeber playing Pokemon on my Gameboy Advance every day. I just want to say to all those little children out there who want to be more "mature" or "grown up" just to chill. Their really gonna miss being little. Boy do I. Thats all for now. BTW, I'm gonna post a few other things tonight updating you on what I have been up to!